Adam - 2016

Song Rating: 7.18/10

Song lyrics:

My lows are lower than my bmi
Because I just feel like no one can relate
Theres a girl I really wanna date
I blew that chance might not even make it to a date
28th, june, birthday, in the worst way, no one contacts
Only thing i have is a disease that i contract
Not physically but mentally from my father
My mother cares but i feel like its better if she dont bother
My girl is great why do i want another?
Nothing can satisfy me except maybe if i had a daughter
Never wore protection always said its cause i cant cum
But the truth is it wasnt cause my dicks numb
Its because i thought a kid would give me freedom
From this mind that Im trapped in
Responsibility might turn me to a humin
But ill forever be this way, bmi going south
I wanna move to colder place

Instrumental break

Weigh about 110, 50kg if you in metric
No longer have a crew that i can rep with
Rip to norman you meant a lot to me and rip to josh
At least you both finally free
Sometimes i wanna join you both, but Im scared
But if i keep losing weight ill be there sooner than later
Or in ICU eating fluids from a tube with a ventilator
Its not an eating disorder but a disorder of my eating
And writing this is kinda therapeutic
If my girl saw this itd be life ruining
Knowing that i want to date another girl
But before we were together jess was above it all
And you knew that
f** it, screw that
She was just a girl i had a crush on
You stuck with me even through this rough storm
Would jess do that? i dunno, i doubt it
So why the f** do i spend every day thinking about it

Date of text publication: 16.01.2021 at 12:07